The Chained Man
By Manuel Berdecia Medina
In the midst of the crowd the lone sinner is left to his own thoughts
In reality he is but a leaf floating in the wind
At times he shows how he truly feels shown plainly on his face
But in the eyes of those so called “friends” the pain does not show
In his dreams he wishes for the life he knows he can't have
In his mind he pulls the trigger that so desperately hangs over his head
He aches for the love of the one he knows will never be his
This fact agonizes him to the point of madness
The point where the dark drives him to a corner
Where it tries its hardest to break him
Funny thing is
The River
By Manuel Berdecia Medina
The thoughts swirl around like the river
Slowly pulling me across the waves
Feeling at a loss what to say and not sure what to feel
Happiness and sadness intermingle like tender lovers
Can not tell the difference between madness and silence
I jump into the fire just to feel something that I know is for certain
For what lies within my mind is never crystal
Well now that would be a lie
There is one thing that has become clear as the surface of a diamond
This thing is...well it is the feelings I have for her
I know exactly how I feel about her
Already I know what it is I want
If I were to be faced against
You and I were fire
by Manuel Berdecia Medina
I feel the heat burn within me like an unstoppable tidal wave crashing across the shore
It scorches my skin and leaves me burned marring my skin with its sweet caress
Try as I may, I can not hold the flame within my hands
Though like the foolish Icarus I wish to get so close to the sun
To just reach out and touch it
In the end that is what will be my demise
For the things that I love are too dangerous for me to hold
Even with this fact in my mind I still take hold of those that I care for taking on the pain
Wincing and gritting my teeth on the inside but showing the warmest smile that I can ma
The Wanderer
By Manuel Berdecia Medina
The wanderer has spent his time searching
Always searching for something that is beyond his reach
Blinded by his own ambitions he sees not what the world is telling him
Telling him that what he seeks may never be found
Still he goes onward
Hopelessly optimistic through all the perils that befall him
He trudges through them still searching for that one thing
Not caring for the half-truths that cut at his heart
Told from friends he trusts
He wants to believe that he can find what he is looking for
That the Journey he has embarked on is worthwhile
Is that not what we all wish for?
That our hopes and drea
The Change
by Manuel Berdecia Medina
The words so meaningful in one ear, fall silent on another
The affection so coveted by the mourning listener fall easily upon the apathetic dancer
The strings pull and twist around the wrists of the children
Making them dance to the tune of their parents’ own prejudice agenda
That one rare kid sitting in the back plays with the razor’s edge
Knowing all too well how deep the metaphorical blade cuts
The girl with the all knowing mind is struck mute by the horrors that she has seen
Unable to tell the world of the tragedies befalling it
Forced to sit back and try to make meaning through her writ
How I feel
by Manuel Berdecia Medina
The feeling of her breath against my skin makes me soar,
I can not even count the ways that the sight of her smile makes me feel on top of the world.
A guardian, a shoulder to cry on, a friend to talk, a love to lay with, these things and many more I will be for her.
To keep her safe I would become the devil, or a martyr as needed.
I would give up any possession I own to be with her
Words are not enough to explain the feelings that I hold for her
At times my feelings burn like an ancient roaring flame soaring high enough to touch the skies
While on the other hand it can be as cool as the ocean washing ov
The Chained Man
By Manuel Berdecia Medina
In the midst of the crowd the lone sinner is left to his own thoughts
In reality he is but a leaf floating in the wind
At times he shows how he truly feels shown plainly on his face
But in the eyes of those so called “friends” the pain does not show
In his dreams he wishes for the life he knows he can't have
In his mind he pulls the trigger that so desperately hangs over his head
He aches for the love of the one he knows will never be his
This fact agonizes him to the point of madness
The point where the dark drives him to a corner
Where it tries its hardest to break him
Funny thing is
The River
By Manuel Berdecia Medina
The thoughts swirl around like the river
Slowly pulling me across the waves
Feeling at a loss what to say and not sure what to feel
Happiness and sadness intermingle like tender lovers
Can not tell the difference between madness and silence
I jump into the fire just to feel something that I know is for certain
For what lies within my mind is never crystal
Well now that would be a lie
There is one thing that has become clear as the surface of a diamond
This thing is...well it is the feelings I have for her
I know exactly how I feel about her
Already I know what it is I want
If I were to be faced against
You and I were fire
by Manuel Berdecia Medina
I feel the heat burn within me like an unstoppable tidal wave crashing across the shore
It scorches my skin and leaves me burned marring my skin with its sweet caress
Try as I may, I can not hold the flame within my hands
Though like the foolish Icarus I wish to get so close to the sun
To just reach out and touch it
In the end that is what will be my demise
For the things that I love are too dangerous for me to hold
Even with this fact in my mind I still take hold of those that I care for taking on the pain
Wincing and gritting my teeth on the inside but showing the warmest smile that I can ma
The Wanderer
By Manuel Berdecia Medina
The wanderer has spent his time searching
Always searching for something that is beyond his reach
Blinded by his own ambitions he sees not what the world is telling him
Telling him that what he seeks may never be found
Still he goes onward
Hopelessly optimistic through all the perils that befall him
He trudges through them still searching for that one thing
Not caring for the half-truths that cut at his heart
Told from friends he trusts
He wants to believe that he can find what he is looking for
That the Journey he has embarked on is worthwhile
Is that not what we all wish for?
That our hopes and drea
The Change
by Manuel Berdecia Medina
The words so meaningful in one ear, fall silent on another
The affection so coveted by the mourning listener fall easily upon the apathetic dancer
The strings pull and twist around the wrists of the children
Making them dance to the tune of their parents’ own prejudice agenda
That one rare kid sitting in the back plays with the razor’s edge
Knowing all too well how deep the metaphorical blade cuts
The girl with the all knowing mind is struck mute by the horrors that she has seen
Unable to tell the world of the tragedies befalling it
Forced to sit back and try to make meaning through her writ
How I feel
by Manuel Berdecia Medina
The feeling of her breath against my skin makes me soar,
I can not even count the ways that the sight of her smile makes me feel on top of the world.
A guardian, a shoulder to cry on, a friend to talk, a love to lay with, these things and many more I will be for her.
To keep her safe I would become the devil, or a martyr as needed.
I would give up any possession I own to be with her
Words are not enough to explain the feelings that I hold for her
At times my feelings burn like an ancient roaring flame soaring high enough to touch the skies
While on the other hand it can be as cool as the ocean washing ov
I used to be a member on here but due to my own resolutions and just getting plain tired of what I was making on here I left. I do not know where I will be going with this but I will go somewhere with it maybe. I do love to write and draw though so my love for that has never gone away.
Favourite Games
Dark Souls/Demon Souls series, Skyrim, Dragon Age, Hearthstone, League of Legends, Etc.
Favourite Gaming Platform
Do not really have one
Tools of the Trade
My computer, Wacom Tablet, Pencil, Paper, and My hands